Today, I had my follow up appointment for my miscarriage. I had been anxiously awaiting this appointment. This week went by so slow. I was just so ready to hear, “You are not pregnant,” so I could move on. I felt my body had taken care of everything, but I just wanted and needed that […]

On January 18th, I found out I was going to miscarry for the third time. My heart was and still is shattered. I would not wish this feeling on anyone. It’s the absolute worst. When I left the appointment, I just cried. My heart was so broken. For the most part, my boss was already […]

It doesn’t even matter what week it is anymore. For the third time, THIRD TIME…I’m having a miscarriage. I can’t even comprehend what life is right now. I simply cannot believe I am going through this yet again. On January 16th, I started spotting at work. It was brown, and it was only when I […]

This week is the week that we’ve been waiting for. And behold…we have a baby with a heartbeat. The appointment overall was a little uneasy for me. Whenever I went in on January 10th, according to my last missed period, I would have been 8 weeks. According to date of conception it was 7 weeks […]

9 WEEKS LEFT I had an OB appointment this week. I was very excited to go and see what they had to say about Briar’s position. Over the prior weekend, I had felt better, and I even felt her in my ribs a little bit, but I tend to overthink and make my mind think […]

It didn’t happen to me this time. It’s happened again to one of my close friends. Another miscarriage. I just can’t believe it. It absolutely breaks my heart. I just don’t get why people have to go through this. I’ve known she was pregnant from the beginning. She text me right away and told me. […]

OFFICIALLY IN THE SECOND TRIMESTER!!! This week, I am feeling a lot better. With that said, I tried to eat chicken and I found myself still not really able to stomach it unless it is smothered in something. Such as BBQ sauce. My eating has been everywhere and it’s really starting to take a toll […]

Week 5 has been completely different than week 4. Big time not feeling good. Never to the point where I feel like I’m going to get sick, but definitely nauseous.  My boobs are super achy and feel huge. Still extremely tired. A couple of nights, I didn’t sleep very well. Also already had to get […]

Well, something fairly exciting has happened… For the fourth time… I’M PREGNANT!!! Official on May 29, 2016. Confirmed with a very positive pregnancy test. If you have kept up with my blog at all, I’m sure you can envision what my emotions are. Obviously happy. Obviously scared shitless. I was keeping track of my periods, […]

I continue to slack at life. I’m hoping this will be my last mass update. I completed my very first CrossFit Open. I did VERY average. But I’m VERY okay with that. These workouts pushed me to my limit, pushed me to wanting to quit every single workout, pushed me to want to puke my […]

I have been MIA lately. But, I wanted to give a year end recap of all things happening in my life. November 20th – All of our house worries came to an end. We got an offer on our house and we accepted. Buyers came in a little lower than expected, but they were covering […]

It’s happened again. I’ve had another miscarriage. I am in pure shock and disbelief this is happening again. So many questions. Why me? Why TWICE? Why? I found out I was pregnant on November 30th. I took two pregnancy tests and they were both positive. I took them at work. Whenever I got home that […]